Friday, May 25, 2007

When Boredom strikes, crack your head open and look for the reasons you love him <3

today you showed me.
you showed me you cared.
you werent scared, and i felt it. i swear i felt it.

you wrapped your arms around me, and i know it took courage.
i wanted to kiss you but that was the last thing on my mind.
i wanted to be with you holding me like that for ever.
even if you held me for a few seconds.
i wonder what's next.
will you kiss me.
i will gladly.
i fucking love you.

im love the way i feel when im not with you. its like real LOVE. my heart beats fast.
just like its doing right now.

i love it when you touch me. my stomach tingles and hormones rage, i just wish you layed with me in my bed.
no, not sex, but cuddling.
our two hearts beating like one, passionate kisses one after the other.
kiss me, kiss me, but dont leave me.

leave her leave her. come with me. we are one, and i love you more than ever.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

spill fiction when my back is turned..thats when you have an easy target

may not seem like it.
but im desperate.
love me
love me
love me
want me
want me
covet me
how can i touch you with out rejection. touch me, you wont be rejected
hold me hand! i said hold my motherfucking hand. i style just for you. only you. cause i kind of love you.

its been a year now.and its getting old. my heart is slowly loosing interest even thought your heart is spinning around my head.

sometimes i force myself to look at you to test my heart. just to feel that jolt inside. the warm shock you feel in your stomach, but its not there anymore. i feel indifferent. NO LOVE HIM. I know i do!

leave HER LEAVE HER. pick me. i love you
but i respect your decision. if your really loved me you would be with me at this moment. so your love for me is just like a train rolling in and out of town.

LOVE me!. i love your touch. touch me!.NOW!.i want you! do you want me!. no! your not the only one..But i still want you. be my first, or perhaps my last.