Is it ok to just be obssessed with life?

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Praise The Iphone. Happy Christmas

Soo new iPhone app. I love to have these things at hand. The app store made the iPhone so fucking worth it. My phone is disconnected and it still works. I love my iphone

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detox just to retox [Boycott love]

remember when i used to fight dirty.
i seriously thought i was the one for you
i'd do anything for you.
i'd cry for you.
i hurt for you
and i risked friendships for you.
then, things weren't going too great for you.
then i laughed for you.
i smiled for you
i fed on emotions that weren't there for you.
now that i can be for you.
i gave up on you.
<3sorry.

so lame. yes, but yet it makes so much sense. [in my mind.]

Wow. almost a year

Well, almost a year has gone by since i posted.
if id had waited for january that would have been a year.

FOB's Folia A Duex is going to be released on the 16, i got tickets for Nokia on released date. im happy.

MTV had a casting call for the new years eve filming and i got my confirmation. yey! thats monday

i've been busy with college.

im a twilight freak. like for real. can't stop reading.

soo. here goes. one more post.

it worked!!!

this is thefirst time I do this from my iphone

well. I lost my debit card today and I officially can't take out my
clothes from the laundry. The bank is closed and i need to wait for my
mom to come and hook me up with 35 bucks. LOL yeah I can't do my own
laundry. I'm too lazy. Art midtemrs on Monday. Piece of shit. I hate
him. I really do. Buy I get to fuck him on Monday =]

If your heart was broken, you would be dead.

i officially disassoicate myself with any guy that promises me love. i cant believe i was so stupid. why did i get back with him. he broke my heart into pieces. i swore i got over him. i swear.
why did he do this to me. brought me up and let me fall so hard. even my father had thoughts of meeting him. i freeking loved him. and i still do. i cant believe him. today we would have made 6 months. not 6 months of love, but 6 months of my life i lived in heartache. never him.. i know he didnt. i know he never stayed up at night thinking about me. he is a heartless motherfucker. i hate him so much right now. why did life throw such an obsticle in my path. i was doing great without him, i swear i was. LET ME BE. why couldnt he let me be. im a fucking misanthropic girl that doesnt believe in love, with high hopes and trust she fell in love, only to be disappointed in the end. i hate him so much right now, i really do. if he loved me why did he do this to me. and he dares to ask me to be friends. no i cant do that. i'd be only hurting myself and expecting for more. its best i stay away.


i jsut wish i never met you. but everyone has to hurt from time to time.