these shoes are 300 dollars,these shoes are 300 dollars,these shoes are 300 fucking dollars..i think you have too many shoes..shut up!

so now, tomorrow is my birthday, im somewhat nervous, i feel nervous. im hyperventilating, i should be doing my Algebra homework. im still a kid. i like school, just not most of the people in it. i can say i can get by with anything just as those "popular kids", im known, and there are no needs to slit my wrists and be all EMOtional about things. i do think low of my self at times, but everyone has one of those days. im very sentimental, though many might not think of me that way. i'm a great listener, but i dont know if im great at advices, cause i dont think my head makes good enough decisions for me, so why would it do for other.
Disaster.
i do things i set my mind to. if i wanna learn the whole HTML code for this page in 2 days i think i would be able to do it. i can force myself to like certain things. since most things in life are all mental, its just a matter of adjusting your mind. i can be very technical, yet not know what being technical is. my friend just tells me that a whole lot, and i have no intentions on looking it up in the dictionary.

i♥reading, i love books. my favorite author is James Patterson. and favorite series are Harry Potter and Charlie Bone. i love Murder mysteries, and suspense books, hence my choice of future career as a forensic researcher, or probably a detective. or just a famous psycho killer..lol.. just kidding (i want to be somebody).

im infactuated with the whole Glam, scene, and corruption of the common celebrity icon. i dont think that anyone would be able to get any dirt on me if i where a huge celeb. probably the amounts of money i would spend in Hot topic, Vans store, Chuck Taylor, and fall out boy, panic!, and other shows. and the fact that i would stalk Chris Brown, and have a love/hate relation ship with rap and Beyonce's music...weird huh..thats just a little bit of me...wait until i really start writting.