look around.... this place is fucked

friends fuck you over, they dont deserve to have me at all..i dunno what to fucking write today, i finally found my effing password. im such a loser. my mom saw my drunken pictures, i cant wait for april and the PW squire bass. im just fucking obsessing over the Paramore show, THS and BLG, and the 2 FOB shows in JUNE...im just and obsesser over. icantget my way out of things. i just suck like that. and i hate it. im back to smoking weed, and you know what.i think i dont regret it one bit. i want the party life back, i dont want to stay home and fell depressed over stupid shit like oh that dirty spot on the floor. no. im not like that. im not gonna stay like this.

o0oh bambozzle is coming, and to those that say money doesnt buy happiness, but you know what, its keeping me satisfied for the while. and then i go to hell.