To her surprise she didn't have to say a peep. he's always scared of getting caught and slowly pushing her aside. now she wonders "Who's searching for who now."
crushing her affectionate words with simple words like "it" and "can't" and "happen". slowly pushing her aside.
her true colors she showed and bland responses she received. his word meant the world to her, but they were obviously worth shit.
she daydreamed of a future where he laid down beside her. loving, caring and vulnerable. yet the day nor the dream surpassed reality.
his present and possible future was defined by the other that had already caught his eye. and hardheadedly she proceeded with her scheme.
she used the "L" word! what a mistake! she felt the pit of her stomach extend an extra few miles. her face glowed with glee after his respond, however it then hung in shame after his rejection!
SO now HE DARES to SPEAK to HER! when she had decided that HE is not worthy of HER L ..L...L...Love. after a day of silent treatment he eventually caves in and actually directs a few word for her ears only. And she GLADLY accepts them. forgetting THE PAIN and the Nothingness she felt in her life
He made her weak in the knees. and her weakness brought her to failure. her failure. trust. she trusted him.. she didnt care about his lover, she believe what he said was true.
there is someone behind the keyboard with a heart, and it belonged to her. his fingers spoke to her about a love that was never true.
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