If your heart was broken, you would be dead.

i officially disassoicate myself with any guy that promises me love. i cant believe i was so stupid. why did i get back with him. he broke my heart into pieces. i swore i got over him. i swear.
why did he do this to me. brought me up and let me fall so hard. even my father had thoughts of meeting him. i freeking loved him. and i still do. i cant believe him. today we would have made 6 months. not 6 months of love, but 6 months of my life i lived in heartache. never him.. i know he didnt. i know he never stayed up at night thinking about me. he is a heartless motherfucker. i hate him so much right now. why did life throw such an obsticle in my path. i was doing great without him, i swear i was. LET ME BE. why couldnt he let me be. im a fucking misanthropic girl that doesnt believe in love, with high hopes and trust she fell in love, only to be disappointed in the end. i hate him so much right now, i really do. if he loved me why did he do this to me. and he dares to ask me to be friends. no i cant do that. i'd be only hurting myself and expecting for more. its best i stay away.


i jsut wish i never met you. but everyone has to hurt from time to time.