Hyacinth.

So ive been reading this blog off and on. Damn do I envy this lady.

Getting ass left and right.

Damn I wish I had her confidence to expose my body just to feel satisfied.

But the fucked up part is that even if she gets all the dick in the world she still isn't whole.

She doesn't feel loved. And her dgaf lifestyle is preventing her for finding that missing piece.

Wow talk about opposites. Me and her.

At 22, I feel I don't need a cock to satisfy me. I need a good job and overflowing bank accounts.

Getting cold feet when I'm about to go and get fucked. Feeling too exposed. Do you become less Shameful with age? I hope so.